babbling corner

gara gara suka buka blognya tita, trus si bee juga pindah ke sono
juga disebabkan oleh, sebenarnya dari dulu ndak begitu sreg ma ni blog >,<

holydee moves to aufeu.tumblr.com
ntar kalo dah bosen mungkin pindah sini lagi hehe

can not taste
can not feel
can not sync

me – alone – connected to nowhere, and i just dont care

call me selfish, anti-socialist or what ever u name it
the world is sick and im not gonna taking part of it

but who am i cursing the world while i am …
arrgghhh just forget it

in a year from now,
ill be no longer that shit who keeps talking bout same old brand new problem
in a year from now, keep my promise …

i do, really think, i dont want this anymore ..
i’ll never let another teardrop fall

Lord, i know i’ve gone too far,
lost
tired and ..
i dont think i want this anymore .

I sink like a stone that’s been thrown in the ocean
My logic has drowned in a sea of emotion
Stop before you start
Be still my beating heart
[Be still my beating heart-Sting]

chat pertama :

holy : yang lain itu hidupnya udah mulai meruncing, udah semakin jelas arahnya kemana, tinggal digali aja, kalo kita*sigh*
na : soyo g jelas arahnya kemana ..

chat kedua :

tri : si itu tu, sekarang istrinya udah hamil, udah betah dia di sana, udah beli mobil segala, udah live happily ever after dia, kalo kita?
tri dan holy berpandang pandangan
holy : kita semakin ga jelas

tiba tiba mbak anik nimbrung : itu namanya trade off ..

jadi ingat omongannya salahsatu dosen
mas wawan : kalo saya mau, saya pasti udah punya barang barang banyak sekarang kek temen temen yang lain, tapi saya milih kuliah dulu dik

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aku bingung menyikapi hidupku sekarang .